i wanna go red hair.

i wanna go red hair.
coz i think it's nice.

:D

should i go for this one?

or this?

so long.

my son 1 year old. :)
tak byk bole cite.
same O same O.

he just grew up so fast!

his first bday. :)

new update.

mummy n son

ahh.. lame giler tak update.. i guess its been a while gak.. :) yela.. busy dgn family sendiri da.. have a son now.. goin to be 10 months on 24th.. am i lucky or what? ;p dari stay ngn mummy ann then move to ning's hse.. and now we have our own hse in wangsa maju.. for me n my husband we really improved a lot.. we changed our life from zero to something.. im so glad we did that.. :)

i miss my girls.

oh how long i never on. so now i have chance then, what some more want to wait. ;p i update my facebook and myspace.. now time for blog~ hahah~ i really miss my girls and this line.. ;p my son big! hahaha.. im happy with my hubby. my girl jihan is coming back. heheh. i miss her lots! n i miss my girl brit also. ;) what would i do witout them. haih.

i actually got lots things to say but now i just dunno what to say. nhehe.. so later. ;p

im in love ....... again

yup! im in love again. with who? haha! obviously with my husband. i just dunno y. i feel love rght now. hahah. well, we spend almost 2 years together. of coz i fell love wih him. well, there is still girls like him but u know what, its not important. he is mine. im his wife! we have a son now. so what to worry about? =)

it make me smile whenever i saw our picture together. we've been through a lot. many things happen. we fight, we laugh, we cry all together. its just so meaningful to me. yeah i really love him. he is one guy who really can make me feel this way. he is so adorable. =)

i love my boys.

yeah. i really love them. =) they really shine my life. they make me happy. i dun think i can live witout them. my worst nightmare is if i lose one of them. they are just so important to me. i love them so much. =)

smile for me.

yeah. just smile for me coz my baby boy is big baby n so cute! =) i just love him. he look just like my husband. =)) hahaha. now im happy with my son n my husband. now i know it really feel so great after i deliver ryo. to see him grow up in front of me. remind me when labor time. god! that experience i cannot forget. the pain i've been through. it's smthng speacial. its true what my mom said,only u can experience the motherhood. im lucky i have easy one. my boy never give me trouble. when he inside me n when he's goin to come into this world. im a lucky mother i guess. =) so, what can i just say is, being a mother is not easy actually. but its smthng that really meaningful and speacial. we can see our child in front of us n see him cry and smile at u. its really nice. =)

my son is born.

yeah,im a mother now. =) im so lucky. nothing much to say. i miss my jihan. she is in paris now. lucky i met her b4 she went to paris. =( she didnt see my son. but she'll be back. miss her. she is one best fren. hurm.

my son is 1 month now. he's big boy already. =) he know how to laugh already. he have greg's eyes. he always angry if he's hungry. haha. so damn cute he. that's my son. so cute n small. never give me trouble. i just llove him so much. owh n thank u baby for working hard for both of us syg. u the best husband in the world! =) i love u so much..

while waiting for the baby

yup.. now tgh tggu baby nak kuwa. =) hahahha.. just cant wait.. but, sementara nak tggu baby ni kuwa, i got nthng to do.. byk bnde yg tak bole nak buat.. so, the only thing i can do is watch dvd kt bilik n clean.. hahaha.. but now da tak larat nak clean lebih2.. haih.. so, disbbkn i always in my room with my dvd, i have new series that i like to watch.. it's MONK.. it's about crazy detective yg giler particular bout germs and all.. mmg pembersih giler la..

punca tibe2 suke cite ni sbb greg la.. dye ckp nak follow any series.. so we no need to think what to watch.. last2 im the one who follow it.. sbb greg smtms tak de mse nk tgk.. he bz working.. pity him.. =( so now im watchng season 6.. ade lg satu season.. coz dye smpai season 7.. now tgh showing,so dvd lom kuwa lg.. huwaaaaaaaaaaa... =(( so this is the stuff that pregnent woman do when she's waiting for the baby to come out.. hahahaha...

im so over it.

i had enough with all these stupid bullshit. all these girls should just stop disturbing me. im giving birth end of the month. doesnt mean i stay home n u just can accuse me doin smthng that i didnt do. its so not cool. i stay home quietly n please just back off. all u people should know that pregnent woman is sensitive. SO?? i got other things to worry about. im having my baby soon. better i think about my baby rght?

i didnt mean to tell the whole word,just i really deppressed when people doin this to me. yeah its my fault coz i treat n look at people one kind. i just cannot help it. i dun want to pretend i like a person if i dun like them. its just smthng bout them i dun feel good about. is it wrong? sometime i just dont understand people.

if u flirt with people husband their wife ask u to back off,u should know better. its not my prob. u been married b4. so paham2 la. what do u think only me who hate other girls go out or chat with their husband? byk lg la other girls out there dont like. somemore im pregnent. u think i will do that such of things?

im really upset coz people accuse me like that. i really do. i really feel like i dont deserve to be with my husband. im really upset all these happen. i really do..